Oh man. Today was not a good day. The gyno visit was an absolute nightmare. My appointment was for 9:30am and they didn’t see me until 11:30! And don’t get me started on how outrageous it is to have to volunteer to be intruded (physically and via information sharing) once a year – and have to pay for it – just for the honor of paying an arm and a leg for medication I need to not have my period for 3 weeks out of the month. Some days I have a hard time finding anything positive about being a woman, other than getting to wear cool shoes.
I lost four hours of work time to get probed. I got hit on by some weird old guy who was hanging out of a second story window, cat calling at me down the block. I found out that my bank account is a lot lower than I had expected, and I forgot to pay a credit card, so there’s another late fee. I’m going to have to make more cuts in my budget, but I really don’t see any other way to. In the end I’m going to have to start getting more freelance work, and making more money doing it. I just don’t know how to fit anything else into my day, though. Gonna have to wake up earlier, go to bed later, and learn to love that empty-headed caffeinated feeling, I guess.
In the afternoon, The Man asked me to go to the movies, which is really lovely, except that since I didn’t make it to yoga this morning, I was going to do an evening class. So no exercise tonight, and I ate movie food for dinner. The results are below. I only have myself to blame. Right now I just don’t give a shit, though. I’m going to go to bed, wake up in the morning, and hit the refresh button on this diet. Maybe my supplements will arrive by tomorrow.
Goodnight. Sorry for the bitchfest – I’ll be nicer tomorrow, promise.