So you might notice that my blog looks radically different than it did last week. If you take a sec to look around, you’ll also notice that it doesn’t contain a single new post since October of 2013 (excluding this one, of course). Long story short – my website went down, I couldn’t figure out how to fix it, and I decided to return to the WordPress.com platform to make my life easier. But somehow in the mix, I screwed up and may have lost my entire website. I’ve been in a really dark place re: this whole thing since Friday night, so I’m not going to dwell on it too much now. In fact, I’m not even going to write anymore. It’s giving me another panic attack – oh yeah, it’s been that kind of weekend. Instead, I’m going to leave this post here, ask that you all please be patient (and gentle) with me, and send some good cheer my way. I’m not sure what I’m going to do if I just lost all of the posts I wrote from February til now. Having my blog disappear feels like the death of a loved one. I’m just not coping with it that well. Yeah, that might sound overdramatic, but C&Q is where I go to talk things out and feel better about life. Not to mention that the last six months has seen some of the best prose I’ve ever created. I’m devastated. If I can’t get those posts back, I’m going to have to close up shop here. It’s too much.